confession 4

So now I am sitting in physiology doing absolutely nothing. well, i am actually waiting to find out my state final score, but i am anxious. If i get a 79.9% or lower, i will not be able to qualify for my medical assisting degree which would basically send all of my high school plans down the toilet, but i am surprisingly calm. I dont really care if i fail it or if i pass with a 79.9%. In the end, it wont matter.

This is me sitting in Digital Photo, doing absolutely nothing! Not that there isn't anything to do, I just don't want to do anything. So I guess I will write about this person who is awesome and totally funny and crazy but calm and exciting and outgoing and everything that I wish I could be. Their name is not to be exposed. So um, I appreciate this person A LOT and I think have a lot in common with them. I wish I could spend more time with them because every time that I do, I see the good in me because of them. They bring out the real me and when I am with them, I feel like I could do anything I want to. I feel like they appreciate me and they know me. They make me feel loved by just looking at me. So here is to you, confidential. Wherever you are, whatever you are doing. Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and all that you do for me. You are my best friend and I miss you already.

long posts.

Dear avid reader.
Yeah. I know that i don't post long and intellectual posts, but whats the point if i only have 2 followers, one being me. i don't know. I don't think that long posts necessarily make you a better person, so i decide not to write them. don't be too disappointed. so i guess i will tell you about what i did yesterday.

1. i woke up at 6:30, to josh Groban serenading me from my i-pod.
2. I stayed in bed until like 6:50 because josh Groban is more important than eating.
3. I went to school.
4. I took a math test.
5. I talked to David Gow about drama.
6. I showed Riley and Shelby my duck, omen. He died. And then Riley hung him with a guitar string.
7. I got a spiritual high!
8. I watched Shelby struggle with her art project.
9. I turned in an English packet to a highly stressed and uptight English teacher that i like to call Suthy.
10. I caught a ride home with Christina and ate super spicy munchies.
11. i made boiled eggs
12. i read the Great Gatsby
13. i went over to Shelbys and watched singing in the rain, but only the song parts. and the weirdly scandalous dancer part with the suddenly long hair.
14. i came home, dropped off my brothers at the elementary school for a party, and then went back home again.
15. I made hot chocolate
16. I went to the soccer game.
17. I drank hot chocolate with Shelby.
18. We cheered Riley on. most of the time.
19. i went to days with Shelby
20. i bought candy, and she didn't.
21. She came back to my house after begging her parents to have a sleepover which they grudgingly agreed to.
22. We made burrito pizzas.
23. We made cookies, and ate a lot of cookie dough.
24. we left at 11:20 to chalk some peoples houses.
25. We chalked some peoples houses. Stalkishly.
26. we came back, and started to watch funny girl with Barbara Streisand. Yeah i know that isn't how you spell her name.
27. we stayed up until 2:00 am. talking about who knows what and laughing at things that probably were not that funny.
28. The end.

so yeah. that was probably the funnest day that i have had in forever.

Oh! would you look at that! my post did turn out pretty long. hmm. Interesting. Oh well. I need to pick up Tucker. Bye

Sincerely,

A Confessing Teenage Girl

wow. Update!

Well, it has been like forever, but whatever. Time for an update. This is a list of things that has happened to me over the past few weeks.

• end of 3rd term. YAY!
• asking T to MORP YAY!
• going on my first real date with an older man. YAY!
• two gentelmen of verona...yeah.
• Jazz night! Doubley yay!
• Chalk-attack! (with Fered and Airy)

so um, yeah. Short list, but hey. whatevs. First real date. With an older man. I know you are all wondering who it could possibly be. lets just say that he is named cakes. Anyway, so i went on a date with cakes and we were going to see tangled, but then it was sold out. So we went and watched megamind. Best movie EVER! so funny. So cakes, if you are reading this, just know that it seriously was the best date ever, and you have raised the bar for anyone that i date, if i date anyone, which is highly unlikely because boys have cooties and stuff... But still. Well, i have nothing else to say. so...Bye!

exposed

So. Some people make things awkward. Apparently, i am one of those people. In the art room, this one girl (lets call her Shelby), and this one guy (lets call him Riley) and me were talking about what happened in our world civ. class. Shelby and Riley are both artists. Like professional artists basically. Anyway, we are learning about Renaissance art in world civ., which obviously brought us to nude people. Riley, being the artist that he is, stated his experience with drawing nude people, and so we were talking about that with Shelby in the art room. He was talking about how he is used to it because his father is an artist and he has been "exposed" to that stuff. Probably the most awkward moment today. So far. I appreciated it thoroughly. Just thought i might give you a laugh.

Confession #2

I didnt do my homework.
Actually, I didnt do like alot of my homework. I am starting not to care about my grades, and frankly (No offense to you people who feel the need to have straight "a's" all the time) I dont freaking care. As long as I am learning something and paying attention and getting the concept, nothing else really matters, right? so what is the point of homework? I will tell you what the point is:

• To make us spend time on something other than drama
• Because the teacher obviously does not have a life and laughs insanely at our downfall. If the teacher did have a life, they would stop assigning us homework so that they could pursue whatever they do outside of school so that they wouldnt have to grade our homework. (And, although it may come to a shock, teachers do not live at school.)
• To make sure that we have so much homework that we won't have time to do drugs.
• To make us financial failures. We have so much homework, that we can not afford to risk our grades by getting a job. If i could have a job part time, then i would be able to earn money and save for my future and practice budget planning skills.

So those are just a few, but feel free to comment and add more.

Notice: If you were offended by anything that I said, I am sorry. But it is a free country.

Confession #1

Sometimes I fear that I think about boys all too often.
Sometimes I do think of boys way too often.
Sometimes, I think that boys should die in a hole.
If you were offended by that last statement, then you must not be a girl.
Boys tend to cause alot of problems. They are cute, they are nice, they take rejection easily. Now how could these characteristics cause any problems? Women are told that we have so much power, and we are mens weakness, but they are ours.
Their cuteness causes us to swoon over them, and sometimes become obsessed.
Their niceness causes us to think that they will never hurt us. FALSE!!!
Their ability to be rejected makes us think that we didnt mean that much to them if they were able to get over us so quickly.
All in all, they cause us pain. Lots of pain.